"The crew of the space shuttle Challenger honored us in the matter in which they lived their lives
We will never forget them as they prepared for their journey and waved goodbye and slipped the surly bonds of earth to touch the face of God"
i just.. i dont even know anymore, i just feel done, like i have no motivation to go on with anything.
Uni is fucking killing me, i suck at physics, like really badly, and i have no idea how ive made it this far…. and all i know is that my dreams are just slipping further and further away from me. and that is killing me.
And then woman. part of me says im done with you but the other part wants you back. i didnt want this at all, i didnt want this shit, i just wanted you as it was. and now all i get is a string of broken promises.
and then little josh, found out today his tumour hasnt shrunk again and its still as bad as ever. i just miss the little monster, i just want to cuddle him again and have him use me a a climbing frame.
i just feel so pathetic right now… like i dont know, just so small and like i cnt do anything and i have no power. i dont know who or where to turn to… i just really need something in the win box, i want to see the light at the end of the tunnel… just something
well today was shit.
the girl i was seeing and i decided we should end it. which sucks because we actually both really liked each other. she just didnt have the time right now :/ it sucks becasue i didnt want to do it, i just wanted to lie on her bed and kiss her.
I get cinfused in these situations, when i do the slefless thing i feel shit and hurt and wish id been selfish but when im selfish, i just end up feeling shit and wish i was selfless
its a lose lose for nice guys
do you know how many times he probably apologized after this
he was probably like “CUT. CUT. DARLING ARE YOU OKAY I DIDN’T PUSH YOU TOO HARD DID I? ARE YOU HURT? LET ME SEE. I’M SO SORRY.”
"No, I’m okay."
"GOODNESS NO I’M SO SORRY I’LL BUY YOU ICE CREAM. I’M SO SORRY. BLESS YOU."
(Omg did you see how that boy looked at her when she fell holy shit)